I've started second guessing every decision I make about Perrin. I have this huge fear of screwing up his life or making him hate me for any decision. Even just putting him down for a nap I think, "is he really tired? What if he thinks I'm abandoning him by putting him down to sleep and walking away?" It doesn't seem to matter if it's a small thing or a big thing, but I never know if I'm doing the right thing. Did/does anyone else feel that way? I want to do everything right for him and make sure he has a wonderful, happy, loving life and I might be driving myself crazy over it. :) I love him more than anything and I'm pretty sure I'm doing everything right but I just want to make sure I'm not the only one that has felt that way.